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Hello, everyone. My name is Markatoa and since you're looking at this, I suggest you read my blog-o-tron. It will allow you to peer deep into the most shadowed recesses of my soul, and allow more than 1200 characters to do so.

Wednesday, November 7, 2012

Deep in the Sounds of Silence.

Not the Dr. Who villains (spoiler alert - they don't like sound).  Not even in the manner of a classic Simon and/or Garfunkle song.  No, I just mean general silence.  Silence like not posting on my blog terribly often.

I know that no one in the world is terribly concerned with that silence, but I am going to comment on it nonetheless.  As it turns out, Internet, I have feels.  I have feels that I feel very deeply at times.  Sometimes these feels amount to what therapists and other medical whatnot folk refer to as "depression".

I mean, not like I'm horribly self-abusing or anything.  But I have had a hard time finding the jokes in life, and there have been some serious issues going on in my headspace that require actual things to be said to actual people.  Sadly, since the entire purpose of this blog was to make sure it was only seen fleetingly and accidentally by the world at large, it's not like this is a thing that I can appeal to for help for well-intentioned strangers who are willing to listen to my problems.

Also, the person who I would mostly talk to these sorts of issues with has been acting sort of like a douchehorse so I don't really want to have that conversation with him.

Anyway, point being - if you are one of those accidental viewers who sometimes found my crappy posts to be at least vaguely amusing I apologize for my absence.  Hopefully soon I'll be back in the world and telling ever more ridiculous thoughts that exist in my brainpan.

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